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2010-05-18T08:30:00.003-05:00

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Turning The Page | Personal Reflection

2010-05-17T08:00:00.002-05:00

Everyone has to start somewhere. And one day everyone has to start over again. And again. Because life, if you're fortunate, is an ever-moving current which brings with it...

Change.

Rebirth.

Challenge.

Inspiration

And so begins a new blog.

But it's the same one. Just reworked. Revised. And hopefully, with what you'd consider a more aesthetic and functional layout.

Despite the changed appearance (and URL, don't forget that!), you can expect the stories to continue as they always have.

Thank you for joining with me in this journey!

The Girl Can Sing | Nashville Portrait Photography

2010-05-14T09:00:00.003-05:00

Sometimes people come into your life because they have to. Because two eighteen year-old girls planning to attend the same school have to sleep somewhere, and so end up getting paired together as roommates. Sometimes, that situation can turn out plain awful. And other times, more wonderful than you could have ever expected.

When it comes to the luck of the draw, it was mine in the early summer of 2002 when I was mailed a piece of paper with a name. A name that, at the time, didn’t have the friendly face or the beautiful voice or the comfortable presence it would later have - nor the overwhelming and insatiable love for Notre Dame football, Bruce Springsteen, and the Philadelphia Eagles (as I would soon learn).

And as time would tell, that name - Bridget Joyce - was attached to a roommate I wouldn’t have traded for anything. There was an ease with which we co-existed for those nine months, being friends, sharing many of the same friends, and yet living our lives without the need to be - as is often said - “all up in each other’s business” that made my dorm room one of my favorite places to be - especially when Bridget sang.

Because let me tell you, if there was ever a voice that makes your heart want to jump out of your chest... that makes your skin prickle with goosebumps... and that makes any aspiring vocalist want to crawl in a hole and hide... it’s Bridget’s.

The girl can sing.

And she’s got personality like a firecracker.

And a laugh that sounds like your favorite song on the radio.

And a heart as big as any you could possibly imagine.

And I have believed, since the first day we met, to the first time I heard her sing, to mile 7 or so of the 2008 Country Music Half Marathon when running past her performing on stage was the only thing that kept me going...

...that she has everything she'll ever need to be something big. She already is.

Full Circle | Franklin Family Portrait Photography

2010-05-12T09:00:00.002-05:00

I distinctly remember the day Evin and Luke shared they were having a baby with our Sunday School class. As was the custom, munchkin donuts - or rather, donut holes - were involved in the reveal. And let me tell you, we were all consuming our fair share of fried sweet dough on most Sundays throughout 2007.

At the time, many couples in our nearly/newlyweds class, the one in which we met people like the Krehbiels and the Grays, were showing up with donuts. It was an exciting season, and so when Luke and Evin, in early 2008 came in bearing delicious gifts - it was icing on the cake, or rather, donut. Not only would this little one on the way be one of the most beautiful children ever, but also a wonderful soul - as Cohen has proved to be.

We had found in Evin and Luke, even just sitting with them in class every Sunday, a true example in our lives for what a young, strong marriage should look like. They are the epitome of a team, sharing in the places where the other is weak and loving them so much in those places they don’t even know it is weakness. It just happens to be the place where the other person gets to give a little bit more.

And they give. And give and give, and always have. And I’m grateful that three years later we still call them friends. And that we can still learn from and be inspired by not just the two, but the three of them together.

Because now as parents, Luke and Evin encourage us even more, especially as I watch Evin juggle the life of a mother with that of a wife, photographer, and business owner. All of which she does an incredible job balancing, even if she can’t see it herself.

Taking the first offically official family portraits of the Krehbiel family was most certainly a joy, if not just for their company, the beautiful weather, and a stop at Sweet CeCe’s!

I never imagined that life would come so full circle, even in just three years, but I am thankful that it has.

Father and Son | Nashville Family Portrait Photography

2010-05-10T08:30:00.000-05:00

I really love being a part of surprises. There’s a hidden joy in the ability to be a part of doing something unexpected for another person. So it was without hesitation that I gladly agreed to get some photos of Ryan and his dad, Dick, in honor of their wonderful mother and wife, Kathy, for Mother’s Day.

The hardest part, though, to surprises - is always the waiting, as it has now been almost three months since our session on a blustery February day. A day that seems so long ago and yet not.

Though I've known Ryan for years, I first met Dick and Kathy just a few months ago when they hosted Natalie and I at their beautiful home in western North Carolina. There is nothing like skiing with your best friend and then coming "home" to an incredible pair like the two of them. Dick was to me, at the time, an incredible source of wisdom and thoughtfulness in a season where there was a lot going on inside my head. A writer at heart and a man whose garden puts me to shame, you can't help but feel like you've known him your whole life even after just two days together.

Meet Dick and Bud...

As I said, I have known Ryan for years, and in that time was certain that it takes a unique and wonderful pair to raise such a great guy. A guy that has been such an incredible source of strength and support and love, himself, to my best friend and has become someone we can't image our lives without. Someone's whose humor brings life to every situation, and is seriously one of our favorite people to be around. Ever. And we've got a 52+ hours (driving time) road trip to prove it!

Meet Ryan and Bodhi...

I'm inspired by good men raising good men who will one day raise good men. There's a shortage in this world, but I'm grateful it's not in my own life.

Loving that we had the chance to incorporate Ryan's beloved Scout in the session!

The chance to take these photos, as simple as it was, of the two most important men (and their loyal companions) in Kathy's life is such an honor.

The three of them, together, are collectively some of the most fantastic people I know. Warm, inviting, caring, intelligent, and thoughtful.

The kind of people you just feel beyond grateful to know.

"Nashville Is Rising" | Personal Reflection

2010-05-07T10:45:00.002-05:00

For anyone who has stumbled by here this week, thanks to links from ThirtySomethingBride and Nashvillest, I appreciate you taking the time to read our story. Our story which is, now in perspective, only really plagued by what was the small beginning to a pretty significant issue - and its after-effects - on our area.

It was hours and hours before the Cumberland River crested on Monday evening at more than twelve feet above flood level. The images taken during that day, when it seemed as though Downtown Nashville was about to be swallowed whole, were deeply saddening. After just a couple of days of news coverage of this city I love sitting in a pool of chocolatey-milk-like floodwaters, I had to see it with my own eyes.

My entire drive into Downtown on Wednesday, it felt as though my heart was stuck inside my throat. I was nervous.

Confused.

Awestruck.

And now? Hopeful.

Because as my neighbors and friends and complete strangers have proved, this place isn't the Volunteer State for nothing. You can't help but feel hope and pride when someone like Anderson Cooper comes to your town and tells the whole world "The thing that's different is that I've never seen so many people respond so quickly to help their neighbors.... It's incredible to see so many people helping. It's a great reflection on Nashville."

The mantras and sayings and rallying calls that have gone out over this area, not much unlike those that come out of other disaster areas, have been something to hang your hat on. That, my friends, is for sure.

And as Anderson so eloquently put it last night ...the water is falling, and Nashville is rising.

This Is Our Home | Personal Reflection

2010-05-03T09:30:00.001-05:00

There are moments when this just doesn't seem real. When I feel like I'm watching newscasts about some other place far away, and not the streets I drive down everyday or the people I pass in the grocery aisles, shake hands with on Sunday mornings, and sit next to in coffee shops.

But it is. This is our home.

Saturday, it felt as if our whole world was being upended as the creek in the rear of our neighborhood rose to levels we've never seen before. Joining with the street it parallels, that creek took on the life of a river and continued to rise, burying our neighbors' homes in feet of water.

For us, not more than a hundred yards away, the danger seemed increasingly real. Then, even more so when we looked out the front of our home and saw that water, which had made its way from the hilly neighborhood across the street, was now rushing down across our street and towards us into our front yard.

In a scramble, we put everything at ground-level to greater heights, threw a hodge-podge of personal belongings and toiletries into a bag, called our neighbors to offer caution or help or advice, and got in our vehicles headed up the ridge and presumably to safety at the second-story condo of a great friend. Meanwhile leaving our first home, so very precious to us, behind with so much uncertainty regarding its fate.

And in, what for us was a magnificent turn of events, the waters around our home had receded by the close of that evening and with the help of our friend the local emergency official, it was determined we could go back. We could go home. And the sheer joy we felt as we walked in the study, the only room at ground-level, and felt that the carpet was utterly and entirely dry... I can't even begin to tell you what that was like.

But I have since been stunned, over and over again, watching as Saturday rolled into Sunday and it happened all over again. This time, without our temporary evacuation and now the resolve to see it through as long as we could. But more than that, stunned watching as people all over this area - people in neighborhoods not even a mile from here and so many miles from here... lose so much, if not everything.

Last evening, after the greatest storms had passed, we took some time scouting the roads around our home to see where the needs are and will continue to be for the coming days. Some of the images above are from that trip.

Afterward, we sat eating at one of the only open restaurants in the area in a room full of strangers and I was struck by such a powerful sense of care for every person there. I felt infinitely more connected - invested - than I can ever remember feeling towards a community... like that feeling I got as a kid growing up in hurricane territory, only then with not as much of a sense of responsibility as now.

I love this city, this area, now, more than I ever have before. And because of that, I too, am heartbroken... am moved to act... am overwhelmed with the desire to pray. We covet your prayers here in Middle Tennessee and appreciate your taking notice.

An Honor Indeed | Nashville Portrait Photography

2010-04-28T13:30:00.001-05:00

I don't know why I remember that it was the day I gave my notice at work, mid-January. I think it was probably the pieces of a day full of emotion, different kinds of overwhelming emotions, that added up to cementing such a simple inquiry into the file cabinet of my mind. I guess, I remember stuff like that anyways, as the subject of this entry knows firsthand.

Needless to say, when Evin let me know of the updates taking place on her beautiful new website and blog, which were just released today, and asked if I was interested in getting some shots of her to update the site... I was obliged, elated, ecstatic to say "Yes! Absolutely!" To have someone I look up to, ask me to do for them what they are so successful at doing for others - at a time when that affirmation was more than needed - was an honor indeed.

And as the last couple of months have unfolded, Evin, a dear friend who has become even more so, dreamed and planned and worked laboriously to launch an updated and even-better website and blog. Which is saying a lot, because for five years already, Evin has established such a name for herself in our area for wedding and portrait photography.

And her character, her fun and lively personality, and her true ability to relate to and love people makes it that much easier to understand why. And to understand why the couple of hours we spent together last week were a wonderful highlight to my week.

Truth be told, I look up to Evin for so much more than her successful photography business. And I always have. And because the reasons why deserve to be told, I plan to share more in an upcoming entry featuring Evin... and the two leading men in her life. Stay tuned...

And lastly, thank you Evin for the joy it is to be your friend. And for an afternoon, to have been your photographer. The new site is wonderful, and your hard work and patience have definitely paid off. The best is yet to come!

Certain Perks | Nashville Portrait Photography

2010-04-15T10:00:00.002-05:00

Life as a member of the Gray Photography team is such a beautiful thing. When I put the last almost two years of my serious foray into the world of photography into perspective, I have had two of our closest friends - our very own wedding photographers - as teachers, employers, and ultimately, cheerleaders.

When I came on as a Shooting Intern for Zach and Jody, all of the self-teaching I had done for sometime on my own was only modified and enhanced by the technical wisdom they had to offer. And having been an Associate with them now, for a year, I can say it's only continued. There are certain perks to our partnership that have empowered me to succeed in my work with them, and ultimately, my work on my own. I love how our relationship has evolved, and I love the recognition they give me as an artist in my own right. Someone whose love of photography made an expression my profession and more.

With every wedding shot, Zach and Jody take the time to go over my work and to encourage me to continue to bring clarity and skill to my vision - my voice - of photography. With many of my own sessions, they applaud and commend. And in their own work, they invite both myself and Jessica Rai along for the ride.

Which is why, when it's workshop season for them, I get to play and refresh and be reminded all over again of the most basic and fundamental pieces of what I do - technically speaking - so that I can continue to grow and learn and serve my clients. Following are some of my shots from the Shooting & Post workshop they hosted at the end of March...

My lovely fellow Associate Jessica Rai. Love her!

The beautiful Kayla, a new friend from our new church. She saved the day!

If you are a photographer out there who is looking for a cost-effective way to get that boost, whether it be in your shooting or post or your understanding of lighting, I'd highly encourage you to keep up with the In-Camera Workshops series they offer... and go.

And as always, thank you, Z & J, for investing in me. It means the world!

East Tennessee Sessions | Cleveland Portrait Photography

2010-04-13T07:57:00.007-05:00

We're back from a wonderful trip full of, well, all of that stuff that reminds you again of the parts of who you are that are about the place and the people you're from.

And it's a wonderful thing. A beautiful thing. A downright moving thing that gets all stuck in your head and your heart, and in my case, has to last me a handful of months before I get another reminder.

In keeping with that theme, we've planned a bit of a last-minute trip to visit with Cliff's family in Cleveland, just for the weekend. We figured that since our bags from this last trip have hardly been unpacked, we might as well just switch out our clothes for a couple of days and make another little trip. And as compared to a total of 28 hours of traveling round-trip (28 driving for me, 24 driving and 4 flying for Cliff), 5 hours round-trip is a relative drop in the bucket.

And while we're at it, I'm opening up two portrait sessions there this weekend, one on Saturday morning and one on Sunday afternoon. With everything abloom and the weekend forecast calling for sunshine and warm weather, it's a perfect time for some spring portraits!

If you're interested in booking a session, please contact me at kristine@kristineneeley.com and we'll get something set-up!

Hiatus | Personal Reflection

2010-04-02T09:27:00.004-05:00

I'm not sorry for the quiet this week.

And I especially won't be sorry for the quiet next week.

I'm leaving my everyday home to go to my once-upon-a-time homes where there are people ~~who don't get to see me nearly as much as they should, but still love me a whole lot.~~ Scratch that. Who don't get to see us nearly as much as they should, but still love us a whole lot. Because, who am I kidding? My family is just as excited to see Cliff as they are to see me, and I like it that way.

I intend to soak it up, like the glorious sunlight this week that has brought and is bringing with it all of the wonder of the seasons ahead. How perfectly the earth begins to rise out of itself in this season in which I, myself, personally celebrate the new life that has been given to me in the life and resurrection of Jesus.

For those celebrating, I hope you have a wonderful holiday, and for all, I wish you a beautiful week ahead!

Spring... | Just Because

2010-03-25T09:44:00.002-05:00

"...It is a natural resurrection, an experience of immortality." - Thoreau

Unexpected Treasure | Nashville Couples Portrait Photography

2010-03-22T12:00:00.001-05:00

You know that saying, how sometimes love finds you when you least expect it. When life is moving along with little to no expectations, and in walks that love that you couldn't believe might one day be yours. But it's unrecognizable at first, and then it grows slowly. One lucky and beautiful day you discover it like some long-ago buried treasure which you work your tail off to dig after and to preserve and to protect.

I see that story, and get that feeling, when I'm with Nicole and Charley.

Two amazing souls who have found, in each other, a perfect match. Complementary in so many ways and undeniably happy. They navigated first through their world as colleagues, then as friends, and now as, soon-to-be, lifetime companions.

I can't think of many times in my life when I've been with people who so uniquely and perfectly express the sense of comfort that relationship with the right person brings into your life. They've got it all. Laughter. Freedom. Joy. All of the things we don't always cling to when life is difficult and incredibly, well - like life often is.

And they might not always remember it's there, but I have a feeling it won't be hard to tap into when it becomes necessary. Because it will be necessary.

Already, they have the commitment to make it last.

To not lose sight of what matters most.

To see the best in each other.

To take it all in stride.

And to be patient.

Because again, the unexpected treasure, is often the one you work the hardest for.

I'm excited for what's in store for these two, and am grateful for the honor it is to tell this part of what has already been - and I am certain will be - a grand love story. Because it's theirs. And it's them.

And it's exactly the way it was all meant to be.

A Shift in Perspective | Just For Fun

2010-03-19T14:00:00.000-05:00

I love perspective.

In life, in art. From the window of a plane.

I always marvel at models. Not the kind gracing the runway or magazines. The kind that serve as smaller representations of bigger life. Like for buildings or cities or trains.

I often think of that moment in Zoolander when Derek first sees the model for his Center and is entirely crushed by its size. “What is this? A center for ants?! How can we be expected to teach children how to read if they can’t even fit inside the building?”

What he doesn't get, is that the tiny thing in front of is giving him a look at something he'd otherwise be unable to see the whole of. Like we can often see our own city or the one we're headed to from the window of a plane.

I think that's why I'm so intrigued by tilt-shift.

But without the actual technical gear to achieve the look, one must play and revel a bit in post-processing. And so, with some trial and error, I've played around with a few of my personal photos to get a look at what creating a miniature world out of this great big one we live in would look like.

I kind of like the results!

What do yo think of tilt-shift? Ever tried it out for yourself?

Lessons from WPPI | Personal Reflection

2010-03-17T10:00:00.003-05:00

Well, I did it! I hung with the cool kids for a week. And if you can believe it, I survived. In fact, I more than survived. Or at least, I'd like to think I did. Because not only did I manage to leave with my self-esteem intact, but also took home with me a head full of lessons and thoughts and hopes to fuel this creative life and business.

Well those things, and little sleep to my name. And no, it wasn't because of the parties (I only went to one hosted by Pictage) or because I was out cruising the strip (because it was three days in Vegas before I actually set foot outside the MGM Grand - and that was to get In-n-Out and ride down the strip and back in the car belonging to some new friends... priorities people). It was because the days were long (up at 5:30AM - in bed by midnight) and full of platform classes, waiting in line for the platform classes, browsing the trade show, conversing with old friends and new friends over meals, and a whole lot of walking.

But let me tell you, it was worth it. Because over the course of a couple of days, I had the opportunity to meet and hear from and share with people whose vision for their work just blows me away. And in a place like that, in classes with people like Jesh de Rox, Tamara Lackey, and Dane Sanders, and more - I found myself both affirmed and challenged in the direction my work has been heading and where I want it to continue to go.

Jesh's session, in my opinion, set the tone for what was most crucial to focus on throughout my time at WPPI. And seriously, I doubt I've ever been that engaged - that moved - that inspired at 8AM on a Monday morning in my life. But not in particular by the photographer, but by the person and the heart and the purpose behind what we as photographers have the ability to do in our connections with the lives we touch and take pictures of. Fortunately, my further class choices during the week - for the most part - echoed some of the same concepts with such poignancy that it's all that continues reverberating in my head and heart.

Here's what I need some grace on, though. As I mentioned before, I had intended to share a little more in-depth on each of the major sessions and what was taught, but stopped short today when I remembered you're not all interested in that. And even then, there's just some things about these sessions that don't make full sense when written out in this format. For those of you that are interested, I'd rather connect with you by e-mail or over coffee to really give you the full scope and converse through the predominant elements of the conversation. I will gladly share my notes with anyone who asks for them!

If you're a photographer and you've never been to WPPI, I'd encourage you to go at least once. And not because of Vegas. Or because it's WPPI. But because it's the one opportunity I know of every year where as many photographers as possible make it all to one place to be together - sharing and learning and providing context for the work and lives we live.

And, most importantly, inspiration for the lives we have the potential to change.

This Is Jack | Nashville Headshots Photography

2010-03-15T12:00:00.000-05:00

The first thing you should know about Jack is that he's from Texas.

As you can probably imagine, that says a lot about how he lives life. From travel to singing to ministry to politics (down to his hair), it's all BIG and it's all with such a passion that you can't help but catch a bit of it.

He's the kind of guy who reads The Constitution for pleasure.

Listens to NPR political shows for the sole reason of getting riled up.

Coaches swim because he loves it.

And drives a truck the size of his homestate.

Jack was a good friend in college, one I haggled unnecessarily sometimes for a myriad of reasons and once made up for by making him a mix CD of feel-better-about-yourself songs.

But, truth be told, he wasn't - nor isn't - the kind of guy who has to be made to feel better about himself. He knows who he is, knows where he's headed, and does what it takes to get there.

He always has.

My New Dawn | Personal Reflection

2010-03-12T15:23:00.004-06:00

It's good to be back.

From where? Well, Vegas in short of it. The annual WPPI (Wedding and Portrait Photographers International) Convention in the long. And boy, was it fantastically overwhelming and wonderful all at one time. (Thanks again, Lawrence, for making my way to hang with the "cool kids" for a couple of days.)

I'll begin to share next week, for those of you interested, some of my most significant takeaways from the conversations I was able to be a part of over the couple of days there. Conversations in platform classes and over meals and in the hallways of the monstrosity that is the MGM Grand. People from all across the country sharing in the absolute joy and occasional struggle we have as creatives and entrepreneurs, dreamers and do-ers. What an invigorating and eye-opening experience it was!

This new chapter, already, has been an amazing ride and I'm so looking forward to what it seems I am finding is my "new dawn." And what better than the return of Spring to usher in the physical representation of what has been and will continue to stir in my heart.

Every Bite Is Heaven | Cleveland Lifestyle Newborn Photography

2010-03-03T14:20:00.003-06:00

Spending time with the newborn baby of one of your maternity couples is such a fulfilling experience. In my opinion, it's like that moment after an already delicious meal at a high-end restaurant when the waiter offers dessert. Unsure that anything could top your actual meal, you order something. Out comes the most fantastic crème brûlée, key lime pie, or rich chocolate layered cake and every bite is.... heaven - pure and utter sweetness. Your heart and mind are doing the Happy Dance as the meal progresses, and most likely, in sync.

That's how it was with Kate. Katheryn Avery, born a wee seven pounds, ten ounces and 21-inch bundle of beautiful joy, entered the world a mere seventeen minutes after the lives of thousands of Haitians were turned upside down by a devastating earthquake. And as much sadness as there is in such horrible loss, what a gift Hailey and Steven received as their hearts opened up just a little bit more that day to let in a gorgeous and healthy baby girl.

And how such a tiny package can take up so much space in your heart is a mystery. But it's the sweet mystery of the gift of new life and hope in the world in which we live.

Named for Hailey's grandmother, whom they lost last year, Kate has inherited a family that cherishes each other in a way that the best families do. There are tokens of those memories and love all throughout her nursery.

And how they love! She has parents that bring in beautiful pieces of what once was to make a more beautiful future for their darling little girl.

There is such magic in the gaze of a newborn. The smell of a newborn. The growing and changing personality of a newborn. Everyday is an adventure and Hailey and Steven, despite their altered sleep schedule, are enjoying the ride.

And I think Molly, their beloved pug and Kate's "big sister" is too!

I'm thankful that, in this unique way, they have brought me along. They've invited me to enjoy and take pleasure in Kate's story... in their story. It truly is like the finest of gourmet meals, only this one, you take your time with, and fortunately, it's only just beginning.

Thank you for that joy, Hailey and Steven!

New Beginnings | Personal Reflection

2010-03-01T12:00:00.000-06:00

It's a new kind of Monday, today. I've found myself looking inward a bit, amidst the relative productivity of my first day fully and officially self-employed. A couple of things are in striking contrast to what would have been deemed a normal Monday for me. Good and bad things.

But fortunately, the good far outweighs the bad and I'm left completely and entirely contented. And with every new beginning, whether it be a month or a career or a relationship, there is much to appreciate about the old as we welcome the new. My former (that's going to take some getting used to) co-workers and students left me with such incredible gifts last week; it feels like pieces of them are still here in this life I now live working from home.

Because even as a season comes to a close, people are still there to celebrate and prepare you for what lies ahead. And to stand as and provide symbols of so much meaning.

To remember, my students gave me the most beautiful bouquet of flowers which are now proudly displayed on my kitchen counter. The brightest of greens and yellows celebrating for me a season of the joy that people and relationships can bring to your life, and the new one I am now walking into. And too, a number of cards - with such thoughtful notes, my very own official chef's coat from Belmont dining - in gratitude for our unique partnership, and a frame - which immediately became home to my cherished picture of my amazing student staff from last summer. Oh, right, and the obligatory defacing of your staff headshot for you to keep.

And quite possibly, the most incredible package of a gift was just a couple of books. To honor the Learner in me, my team decided that books covering topics pertinent to my new season in life would be the most appropriate way to send me off. And wow. I hadn't expected this gesture, and it was probably the most moving part of my whole departure. I won't ever take for granted having worked in an environment and with a group of people so clued into the places where your skills and needs are most connected.

The books offered were as different as different can come, but so incredibly perfect.

The Way to Cook (Child) - for the much coveted time I will have now to flex my culinary muscles in a way that I haven't been able to for some time.

Turning to One Another (Wheatley) - for the hope finding places to lead and to change the world through relationships and creativity and people's stories.

National Geographic Traveler: Germany - for the prospect and possibility of our trip to Germany this summer on mission.

And last, but not least...

Is Your Mama a Llama? (Guarino/Kellogg) - for the family we hope to start soon (and my former supervisor's personal favorite for her kids).

Incredible, right? I know.

And so with each of these, and the encouragement of many, a new month, a new season, and a new journey have each officially begun. Cheers!

Why I'm Packing Boxes Today | Personal Reflection

2010-02-25T08:00:00.003-06:00

I've been keeping a secret from you. Or rather, news, because it's not a secret and a lot of people know. News that is of particular interest to many, and to some people, shock. And it's sure been hard to keep as word gets around fast. Over the course of the last some odd weeks, I have found myself startled when an acquaintance greets me with a "So, I heard!" Sure, you did. Somebody told someone who told someone else, and that's the way news travels.

But for my own sense of coursing through this unique season of life, I've not made it public knowledge. In some ways, I wanted to honor the current community I live and work in everyday before feeling the tug between what they know and what you know.

But yesterday brought a little closure.
And today will bring a little more.
And then tomorrow, we'll call it a wrap.

I'm leaving my position at Belmont.

Tomorrow is my last day. And on Monday, I will be full-time at home with my photography and writing. The business, the art, the network, the people... and a life of creativity and relationships and work to call my own.

Belmont has been a home to me for the last seven and a half years of my life. It's the place that beckoned my heart to a city where I had barely thought of settling. It's the place where I made lifelong friendships and met my very best friend and husband. It's the place I learned things about myself I wouldn't have known otherwise. And a place where I had the opportunity to make a difference.

Ending up back there after getting my master's from Vanderbilt was a gift unlike any other. My time at Belmont as staff was a step in a direction I could have only dreamed of taking. But coming back was different than starting out, and this time around I had a few other pieces of my life in place that weren't there before. And with the advent of a new season in our home and looking a little closer at things that had seemed far off on our horizon, our perspectives shifted and it was time to make a decision.

Some of you might not realize what a significant step this is in the dreams Cliff and I have been planning and hoping for in our life together and in the life of our future family. They don't see that it's not about throwing away my education or abandoning people I care for; that it's about pursuing your true calling and following your heart and making room in your life for what is of greatest importance to you. But some of you do. And those who have already discovered the news have been, for the most part, an immense encouragement and support. For that, I am beyond grateful.

And I am grateful, too, for the amazing colleagues and incredible students at Belmont with whom I have spent the last year and a half. The ones I have been sharing "lasts" with all this week. How bittersweet it has been. But how amazing that my leaving has been on this note. That I am working to leave something in better shape than when I inherited it. And that I'm still, relatively speaking, just down the street.

Here's to a new adventure... Thank you for journeying with me!

Mid-Atlantic Sessions | Maryland & Virginia Portrait Photography

2010-02-23T11:00:00.004-06:00

I am a mid-Atlantic girl, born and raised. No matter how much time I spend in Tennessee, that fact will never escape my story!

Right around Easter, Cliff and I will be making a long-awaited extended trip to visit my family in Maryland and Virginia. Cliff for a couple of days in both places, and me for a little longer. I can't tell you how good it will be to just be home.

My family is incredible and in the last year, it's just been increasingly difficult to make the time to get there and then just be there. It often feels like we arrive and minutes later, we have to head back.

Not this time, though.

So while our main and most important focus will be getting in plenty of time with family, I would also like to take advantage of the possibility of opening up some travel portrait sessions to folks in the mid-Atlantic area. Some of you have expressed the regretful longing of my not being closer and your wistful thinking has been heard!

Session availabililty for Central Maryland will be April 5-6 and Hampton Roads, Virginia, April 8-9. In order to make the most of my time with family, I will only be offering three sessions per location.

Please e-mail me at kristine@kristineneeley.com to get your session scheduled as soon as possible.

Looking forward to it!

For The Record | Personal Reflection

2010-02-12T14:47:00.003-06:00

I thought this would be easy. Really, I did.

I thought maybe I'd get a couple of entries. And then we'd probably spend twenty minutes or so reading through them, deciding how in the world we pick someone's story over another, and then we'd just pick one. Like drawing a name out of a hat, except the hat is filled with slips of paper that latch on to your grasping fingers like magnets because they're all so compelling.

They are each, and every one, an example of people - couples - who have sacrificed. Who have shared. Who have struggled. Who have overcome. And most importantly, who have and do continue to love.

So instead of a couple of entries, there were thirteen. And instead of twenty minutes, it was two hours. And then some. Because even when you think you've made a choice, knowing you have the freedom to change it over the course of the next 12-14 hours makes you run something over and over again in your head. All day I've sort of been sitting in a proverbial puddle of that something that you feel when you want to just sell everything you have and do something with your life that impacts other people and other people alone. Impacts people in the same way many of the couples nominated do. And many of the incredible people doing the nominating.

You have all been so thoughtful and giving of yourselves and it is truly inspiring.

But for the time being, I can't sell everything. But I can give a lot.

So I will give what I can, and then look for ways to fill in the other gaps.

And with that, we would like to thank...

of Franklin, TN for the gift of their story inspiring our own. As a way of saying thank you, you are now the recipients of an entirely and completely complementary portrait session showcasing the two of you. It will be such an honor to capture the life and hearts of such an amazing pair!

And thank you, Amanda, for your willingness to share their story!

But, surprise, it doesn't stop there.

In the mix was an unexpected entry about an uncommon couple that was rather striking. A mother and daughter. And aptly put, Kim, the nominator shared that love "isn’t just reserved for those of us with romantic feelings for one another." And we liked her idea that maybe, their love and their story should be celebrated as well.

So, we're maybe doing a little forward-thinking to Mother's Day, but we want to thank...

of Spring Hill, TN for adding a touch of what is at the core of love - no matter who it is shared with. You two are now the recipients of an entirely and completely complementary portrait session showcasing the two of you, to be taken and shared in honor of Mother's Day in May.

Thank you, Kim, for challenging us to think even more deeply about the stories that matter and inspire!

Thank you all, again, for sharing in what I thought was going to be just a nice little contest. But it was so more than that; it was a reminder to watch and observe people, to know them deeply, and to look for ways to bless their lives.

For your giving hearts, I have a little something coming your way, so please keep an eye on your inboxes.

In the meantime, I hope you all have a fantastic weekend and whatever your philosophy is on Valentine's Day - we can all use a little more love. So be it and live it and share it.

Just A Normal Saturday | Nashville Family Lifestyle Photography

2010-02-10T10:00:00.001-06:00

Oh yes. You read that correctly. Ashton and Elijah.

The Ashton and Elijah everyone oohed and aahed over not even two months ago or so when they were first born. Oh, how tiny they were.

And still are, really.

Small enough to leave echoes of pitter-patters in my heart, that's for sure. Sigh.

After about a month and a half of foiled plans, due to sicknesses and snowstorms, I finally got to spend some time catching up with Amy and Josh and their boys this past weekend.

By this point, both Amy and I were close to dying to get some updated shots of the little ones and their big brother Avery. And boy, if I don't fall in love with this session over and over again everytime I look at it...

And if there's a picture out of all of them that gets my heart stuck in my throat upon each glance, it's this one:

When I look at Avery, I feel the way I do when I was sitting across from Amy at a restaurant and she shared the news that after so long, there would be a little one on the way. Oh how my heart literally leapt out of my chest to match the tears pouring from my eyes. I see joy and hope and purpose beyond all measure when I look at that face. The face of the first world-changer in a line of three...

And I definitely see the last (almost) two years having gone by way, way too fast.

I love when a family opens their hearts and home up to me. When they trust me with their story. And when the stories are sometimes as simple and still incredibly beautiful as a Saturday afternoon watching "Little Einsteins", feeding your seven week (and a day) old newborn babies, eating popsicles, and being a family.

Because in the normalcy of life, there are always those moments as big as the ones seen on stage or in movies. And I get to see and capture them, often when no one is looking.

I love that my job is to help people remember what they don't always see.

Amy and Josh, thank you for sharing your Saturday with me. For having been such a constant in my life for the last umpteen years. For being friends and role models, confidants and supporters. For making such beautiful and wonderfully perfect children.

I am truly honored to be a part of your story.

Why, Why, WPPI? | Personal Reflection

2010-02-09T15:03:00.009-06:00

Sometimes, I wish deep down inside that I was the cool kid. Like Meg. The girl I knew in elementary school who was never without an invite to everyone's birthday parties and sleepovers. When me? I may have gotten one out of every five distributed in cute little cubby holes and stuck inside open desks.

Maybe it's because I was tall for my age. Or maybe it was the freckles. Or maybe it was just that I didn't go out of my way to make myself a likeable person by liking others very well.* I think I learned that lesson the first time in fourth grade when it dawned on me that I couldn't recall the last time I went out of my way to do something nice for people. And so, I made the decision to have a Halloween party and invite everyone in my class. Well, all of the girls at least. Boys, of course, still had cooties at this stage in their development.

And wouldn't you know it, they came. Even a clique of girls who kept me at arms-length from their lunch table came to my house for a boo-fest inspired by my need to be liked. To be cool. I mean, not that stringing spiderwebs across your house or hanging garbage bags from the tree out front is cool, but whatever. They came. They ate my party food, slept on my living room floor, and they even managed to (seem to) have a good time.

I find myself thinking about that same need-to-be-cool premise a lot now as a photographer. And more specifically, a portrait photographer, in an age where there are so many who have come before and so many yet to enter the scene.

Oh boy, I said it. The scene.

Yep. It's true. There's a photography scene. And it makes me quiver in my fourth-grade bike shorts and baggy sweatshirts all over again. Because in some circles, it's about image. And in others, it's about art. And even, strangely enough, there's the circle where all the cool-cat business-types congregate. And me? I just feel royally un-cool.

So when faced with the prospect of attending WPPI (only the biggest, most well-known annual come-together of professional photographers), I initally wanted nothing to do with it. Wouldn't touch the prospect with a ten-foot pole, because why would I, an un-cool kid, immerse myself in a world where I'm likely to be shocked and awed by everyone else to the point of self-loathing? It's self-esteem-suicide.

And then I woke up one day and asked a very important question: Or is it?

Because I guess, in that moment, I started looking at WPPI like that Halloween party. While sure, I'm not the one doing the inviting, someone important sometime ago made the decision that at this convention, the cool kids and the uncool kids and all of us inbetween would sleep and party on the proverbial floors of each other's lives for a couple of days. Everyone who wields a camera and makes some money from it (even if just occasionally) can pack their bags and come to Las Vegas for a couple of days of shock-and-awe. But even more importantly, they can come for community.

We are all, each and every one of us photographers, a part of something amazing. We do with our hands and eyes and hearts what a lot of people only dream of. And we've all got something to learn and gain from each other. WPPI, to me, represents the ultimate in bringing together everything that is fantastic about our industry. And now? I would love to go and not only see what all the cool kids are up to but to learn.

To embrace in its fullness all that is in store in the days ahead, whether I'm a "cool kid" or not. Because really, at this point in life, who cares? And isn't cool just relative term anyways?

So does that answer your question, Lawrence?

p.s. you can e-mail me here.

*Now that I think about it, maybe it was the bike shorts and baggy sweatshirts...

Mission Complete | Nashville Portrait Photography

2010-02-08T12:00:00.002-06:00

Don't you just love a thoughtful Valentine's gift? I mean, the personal - intentional - uncommon kind that allows you to celebrate something you might not always get the chance to do. And when I get to be a part of it for someone else? Even better. Add to that the top-secret mission element of it and I'm all about it.

When Jennifer approached me late last year about getting together a little session to work up some surprise Valentine's magic for her husband, I happily obliged. In celebration of her beauty, their story, and far too many years gone by without professional pictures taken of her, we had a plan. A normal "lunch with a friend" is what got her out the door unsuspected and true to the top-secret mission, left with her gorgeous ensemble in a bag. And so, we met that cold, rainy Saturday in early January and had a ball. But you wouldn't known the weather was unbecoming with all the light and life in Jennifer's demeanor.

It's long been said that redheads are of a different cut than most of us. Fiery. Spunky. Full of that extra little something that most of us just aren't lucky enough to have. And Jennifer? She's got all of it and more. She's a woman who manages to have a whole lot of fun and class in a way that's just... inspiring for a brunette like me.

And girl? Yeah, she knows how to work it.

I've been hanging on this entry for a couple of weeks now, because no one likes to be that person who ruins a surprise. So when I ran into Jennifer at church yesterday and met her husband who thanked me for the picture now adorning his office desk, I thought to myself, "mission complete."

Thank you for the opportunity to flex my secret agent photographer skills, Jennifer!

LOVE a Good Contest? | Nashville Portrait Photography

2010-02-04T11:00:00.000-06:00

I'm in a giving mood. Love gets me that way. Maybe it's because Cliff was gone for a week and I'm just all oogly-googly over his return. Or maybe it's the pink-infused everything that you can't help but run across during the month of February. Or maybe it's just, I don't know, an inkling.

But either way, it's had my firey heart knocking on the door of my brain for a way to connect the two. To honor people who define and personify love with a gift. To thank them for their inspiration to me and to others. For being a reminder of everything that can and should be in a relationship.

So, I came up with a simple little contest.

That's right - nominate your favorite couple for a complementary Valentine's-inspired LOVE-fest photo session!

Rules:

The couple can't be you and your significant other.
They have to be someone you know, even if just casually.
The couple and you must live in the Greater Nashville or Greater Chattanooga area.
You must complete your nomination in one week (that's Thursday, February 11th).
That's it.

To complete you nomination, you MUST comment below and fill out the following information:

1. Couple's names:
2. Where are they located?:
3. Answer the following questions:
How do you know 'em?
What makes them so special?
Why the nomination?
4. Your name:
5. Where are you located?:
6. How'd you hear about the contest?:
7. Your e-mail address:

Once Thursday rolls around, I'll hunker down with my laptop and my hubby, and the two of us, together, will decide upon the winning nomination. This won't be a popularity vote or a measure of one's success at garnering attention from the outside world, but rather a measure of what to us, strikes us in alluring our interest in a couple and their story. What inspires our own story...

I will announce our winning couple next Friday, February 12th, just in time for that lucky couple to celebrate their great fortune on good ol' Valentine's Day.

So what's in it for me? Some QT with an amazing couple... and one lucky nominator.

Yep, that's right. Not only will I be picking the most inspiring nomination for a free LOVE-fest Session but the nominator and their significant other as well. And don't worry nominator, if you're happily single - we'll do a Personal LOVE-fest Session starring none other than your fantastic self. Consider it a bonafide Headshot Session.

So nominate someone. Seriously. What do you have to lose?

Drawing Inspiration | Nashville Portrait Photography

2010-02-01T08:00:00.000-06:00

It's rare to find people who give away knowledge for nothing in return.

And knowledge, in particular, about the things that have made them successful in a profession where it seems so many are clamoring to be the best, the most noticed, the most popular... and on it goes. We hold so tightly the things someone, at some point, was kind enough to share with us - so tightly we don't often share it with others.

Mike Larson, on the other hand, is a fantastic photographer out of California who is on his way around the country - thanks to Pictage - sharing in a two-part workshop some of the things he has learned over time about the business and art of photography.

I was only able to make it to the shooting portion of the workshop, but man, even that was a wealth of conceptual and practical knowledge from which to draw inspiration. He shared his journey. He talked about caring for your clients. And mostly, about "character marketing". Those things which are critical to the overall experience of both the client and the photographer and make our work worth something.

Big thanks to Peter and Whitney of Dove Photography for their leadership of the Nashville PUG, for hosting Mike, and for bringing in such great models.

The Best of Tradition | Cleveland Family Portrait Photography

2010-01-21T08:00:00.001-06:00

I'm just going to come out and say it:

I think traditional photography gets a bad rap.

Most of us think it's just posey-posey in front of fake backdrops and canned smiles.

But what if, with the right eye and a skilled hand, it was a nod to the beginning of our artform when men (because, of course, they were the first to navigate the science) stood with clunky metal cameras and hid behind a curtain to view their subjects. Their subjects who happened to be posed, set within some particular context that may or may not have personal meaning, and might have - if you were lucky - smiled. Though, it doesn't seem smiling was popular in old-timey photos.

So even if I don't market myself as a traditional photographer, I can't help but love a family that knows what it wants. A family that wants the kind of pictures taken of them that bring together the best of tradition with a nod to the present. Who take the kind of pictures you would never mistake for some other kind of picture than a family portrait. Classic... timeless... and still beautiful.

Like these family photos taken for the Parton and Markiewicz families this Christmas.

They remind me of the photos I remember hanging in my great-grandparent's house in Brooklyn. Their stairwell was supported by walls blanketed with these types of photos. Wedding pictures. School pictures. Military pictures. Holiday pictures Pictures that, to me, spoke of so much history and significance that even now I am filled with pride for the stories they tell of where I have come from. And without any abstract angles, action or what many modern photographers mistakenly call "life" they are full of meaning and beauty.

And I am honored, no matter the style, that Pat and Bruce, and Paige and Steve and the boys would entrust me with taking the sorts of pictures their family members will one day look in that the same way.

What Inspires Me? 01.19.10 | Personal Reflection

2010-01-19T11:45:00.002-06:00

Books, you'll come to learn, are like currency to my soul. The purchase, exchange, and transfer of thoughts and ideas and lessons and challenges set forth in literature - whether fiction or non - has the ability to fill me up and to move me in a way not many other things can. So, it won't be surprising that this week's inspiration comes from a book.

A book which I happened to listen to, after owning in audio format for sometime, only just a couple of weeks ago on our way home from Christmas travels. And then, immediately after listening to it, I read it all over again. Because it was just that good.

The book? The Alchemist, by Paulo Coelho.

Everything about this book, and particularly the narration of it in audiobook, fascinates me. I literally can't get the echoes of both the characters, the plot, and the settings out of my head. It is a book about a boy following his dream in search of a treasure, only to find himself ending up in situations and destinations with people he hadn't expected to meet along the way. So much truth is laced into this fable. And long-gone are the days of good, inspiring fables which ask us to think abstractly about our own realities.

Probably one of the less significant, but most profound moments in the story is when the narrator describes the pursuit of using one's gift - and here he is speaking specifically about the alchemist himself - because it is what you are gifted at doing, not because anyone will see it. That a man, so knowledgeable and understanding and skilled at the turning of all metal into gold -chooses to do so in the middle of a desert with no one to watch or to be impressed with him.

When I let that sink in, I am just - deeply moved. Do what you do because you can, not because it is an means to an end or because it gains you notoriety with people.

And that's just one of the tiniest lessons from this chock-full-of-good-stuff story. Seriously.

If you've never read anything by Coelho before, I would start with this one. From his blog you can access a number of online versions of some of his work, including translations in a number of languages. Unfortunately, The Alchemist will not be found in the English translations of his works but you can always get a head start on the first chapter, thanks to this preview from Google Books. And lastly, if you are a fan of Jeremy Irons (I mean, really, with that voice, who isn't?) and like audiobooks, I'd highly recommend a listen.

Clad with Radiance | Franklin Landscape Photography

2010-01-11T08:00:00.002-06:00

"There is nothing in the world more beautiful than the forest clothed to its very hollows in snow. It is the still ecstasy of nature, wherein every spray, every blade of grass, every spire of reed, every intricacy of twig, is clad with radiance." -William Sharp

Friday Five | Favorite Things

2010-01-08T09:00:00.005-06:00

Another new installment, because it's all about keepin' it real.

Can't promise it will be weekly, though I'm likely to find enough things to obsess about to keep it up. And I love lists, so, why not a fun one?

THIS WEEK'S FRIDAY FIVE

1. Winter. Obviously, the coldest season of the year, and strangely, I can't get enough of it. Though, I could really do with more snow.
2. Bodum Travel Mug. Cliff bought this for me for Christmas as a personal segue into the world of French press. Brewed coffee has never tasted so good.
3. Allegro Organic French Roast. Along with the press, I got a bag of this stuff for Christmas and it's almost gone.
4. "Battle Studies" - John Mayer. I know this album is so 2009, but I finally got it as a gift from my dad and I've had it on repeat in the car everyday this week. It's so vibey and chill. Great driving music.
5. Smart Wool socks. I have only ever worn these hiking, well, because they only seemed necessary then. But then I went skiing in a North Carolina mountain town graced with snow and wore them with my street shoes. Aaaaand, thus an obsession was born. Who wants cold feet?

What tops your list this week?

What Inspires Me? 01.07.10 | Personal Reflection

2010-01-07T09:28:00.004-06:00

I'm back at it again, only this time I've decided the subjects of these weekly installments have to be non-photography related. That is, apart from the photo I posted related to the source of my inspiration.

Because while drawing upon the work of other photographers is inspiring, the breadth of what I know and love about art and creativity doesn't stop there. In fact, when I turn my focus from that, I find I am often more inspired in my own work than I am by a beautiful shot by a fellow photographer - be it portrait or non-portrait related. And goodness knows I need not be reminded of how fantastic my fellow photographers are, because I am pretty much conscious of that every waking hour of the day.

And so, we begin again, only this time, anew. And now, the skies the limit. Because so many things in life are truly, inspiring. People, activities, good food, color palettes, websites, authors, books. Too much, sometimes, for a girl to handle.

But it's a one-at-a-time sort of thing, more often. Like, I'm getting my fix of inspiration consistently from one source for a couple of days and then something else sparks an interest and adds a little something to my fire. And boy do I need that fire in these cold days.

Alright, alright, so enough intro. What's pushing my buttons (in a good way) this week?

That's right, a map.

No no, just kidding. Actually, this is part of my drive to and from work these days. Big whoop, right? Not for this gal. Because everyday, I look forward to this and had you asked me three weeks ago I would have told you the commute was getting old. Sure, when the days are longer and the sun sets after I walk out of the office, it's one thing. But in the winter? And in the season my heart is in right now?

Oh, but then the shining light came in a couple of days of adventuring on my way to and from work to find just the right mixture of: desolate back roads, beautiful clearings, twists and turns, old farm houses, rustic cabins, massive homes, grazing cows and the occasional deer sighting to get me out of a funk. One that I look forward to every morning because I see myself in every bit of that road.

I see winter in her morning and afternoon glory and I just breathe so deeply, enough that I get my tank filled up to make it through the day and see the day turn to night with the softest hues and brilliance that I feel like I'd miss were I not on the three other more common paths one might take to Nashville from where we live.

But it's not the common path. And every day I ponder where I am being led in these days and where I want to go and the sort of risks and dreams those things require of me. And I'm more willing, everyday, to make them happen.

The Road Not Taken
by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

What is inspiring you this week?

Ringin' In Twenty-Ten | Nashville Photography Promotion

2010-01-01T08:00:00.001-06:00

Happy New Year!

New Year's Show-and-Tell | Personal Reflection

2009-12-30T08:00:00.004-06:00

I wish pictures were enough.

Granted, sometimes they are, but more often, it's our stories - our interpretations of the context within which those images exist - that bring an added and sometimes necessary touch of life to an image's liveliness. That's why I love the pairing of the two so much. And I don't think that will ever change.

So, class, gather round and consider this my New Year's show-and-tell.

____________________________________

If I had to show you one thing, one image that represents the coming transition of a new year to me, it would be this one.

If I had to tell you why, I'd start with the surge of both relief and hope that flood my heart every time I see it. And then I'd tell you about all the times that it has nearly brought tears to my eyes. Because this picture, without me knowing it at the time of capture, says everything about who I am becoming and who I want to be - not just as a photographer but as a woman - as a believer, as a mentor, as a friend, and as a wife.

Photographically speaking, it is, of course, the people which have made this year of 2009, this journey into commerce and art, what it is. The tiny babies and darling children, the families who've opened up their homes and hearts to me - honoring me not with their business but with their trust. The couples with whom I have celebrated some of their most important days, thanks to my work with Gray Photography. The joys of those expecting and those marking the passing of time. It will always be the people that make this an incredible joy for me.

I'd be lying, however, if I told you that was enough and that in many ways, I've done both myself and my clients - my new friends - a disservice for the better part of this year. Not because of something I've done wrong, but because of everything I haven't been doing. Those things which this picture inspires me to do - starting with loving and honoring a particular person.

This picture evidently isn't that person. It also isn't some well-known landmark or travel photo. And it's not an award-winning wedding shot with my name imprinted on it. They're just berries. But at the time, they mattered enough for me to stop in the middle of a long hike and see something microscopic in all of the grandeur of an overlook of the Savage Gulf. A simple red berry in the company of blues.

I didn't know quite how much it would matter in the end though, as I've found myself reflecting with the approach of not just a new year, but a new decade. At the core of this image is all of the stuff about identity, worth, simplicity, courage, and beauty within which I hope to relish, in 2010. At the core of it, I see me. And not in a self-centered way, but in a way that recognizes how much I've bashed - belittled - belabored myself on so many levels. How much I have discredited my abilities by being the voice that compares, criticizes, and is careless with my own heart.

And so with 2010, I feel the call to do much with myself. To not bury the treasure. To dig so deeply into the center of who I am that I end up letting go of the needs I have to... control. be perfect. be noticed. be complimented. be... busy. second guess myself. live in fear. To remember, as often as possible, what my (to steal from Coelho) personal legend is. And mostly, to remember that "When you are loved, you can do anything in creation."

I matter. What I do matters. No matter what anyone tells me, either, including myself. Because at the end of the day, I am here and I am loved by Love Himself. And I will always be noticed like a red berry hanging on a stem of blues.

So the gift, then, is calling that truth out in others as I learn to do so in myself.

With, and without, my camera.

A Great Man - Nashville Portrait Photography

2009-12-28T08:00:00.001-06:00

There are men.

There are good men.

And then, there are great men. The men that fight and believe and work hard and that have all those qualities that will always set them apart from others. Smart as a tack, a good friend, a faithful believer, and someone who knows his way around the kitchen. That's what you find in a guy like Brandon.

Brandon might describe 2009 as a challenging one. And I don't think we'd argue with that. Except, it's the kind of challenging that helps you figure out everything you're made of. And I'm just saying, Brandon's made of good stuff. It's been a year of loss and gain and so many lessons learned. I am thankful for how much of an inspiration he has been to the men and women who are fortunate to be in his life.

Like us.

He asked, as a way of marking the new season of life he's in, if I'd be willing to shoot some portraits for him to print as gifts for his family. I more than gladly said yes, especially with Cliff as company on a wintery day in Franklin.

Brandon is a strong guy with a big heart and I'm thankful that at this point in life, we have a relative front-row seat for all of the things in store for him.

And I'm also thankful that he's just one of a few great men my husband does life with.

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-23T08:00:00.001-06:00

Early, early, I know. But really, isn't it most likely many of us will finally disconnect from our plugged-in lives - reading and updating blogs, checking Twitter and Facebook - during this time? So as I close down the shop here myself to spend some time with family and friends over the next couple of days, I wanted to send you all a little yuletide cheer.

Oh, and your gift?

Look out for something special on the blog next week!

Meet Ashton & Elijah - Nashville Newborn Photography

2009-12-22T08:00:00.008-06:00

Every baby is a miracle, I know this much. All of the moments that happen and in one instant, a perfect and beautiful little life is created. New life, for me, is so refreshing to behold - realizing how tiny and small and yet profoundly significant our lives are.

Amy and Josh are no stranger to miracle babies. Their firstborn, Avery (quite possibly one of the most handsome red-headed toddlers you might ever meet) was the victory after several years of a hard-fought battle to have a child. After so long, a proverbial white flag went up and the next thing you know, two lines show up on a stick. On February 21, 2008, they welcomed their son into the world.

Fast-forward nearly two years later to just last Friday and the two of them found themselves welcoming not just one, but two, new miracle babies into their arms. Twins. And boy twins at that. Ashton Michael and Elijah Nathan. All jokes aside (Amy can attest to the months of harassment she's gotten about the gaggle of boys she'll have at home), I know not too many women strong enough to take on everything that will come in this new season in the life of their family. Or men, like Josh, who will be an incredible model for his sons or such strength and support to his wife.

Amy has been to me a constant support and encouragement over the years and I'm thankful for the friendship we have in her and Josh. I am thankful, too, for the opportunity to capture some of the small, sometimes forgotten moments in the first couple of a days of these new miracles' lives.

Changing Things Up - Nashville Event Photography

2009-12-21T08:00:00.000-06:00

Every once in awhile, I get a relatively random photography inquiry. And not always random by association, necessarily, because it's usually the most outlying requests that come from friends or friends of friends, but I'm talking random in nature.

I mean, what does a person who specializes in portraiture do when asked to shoot commercial products or events? Well, you just go with the flow. And you realize that no matter what your area of specialty is, changing things up every once in awhile really gets the photography juices going.

So when asked, just a day after returning from New Orleans, to pinch hit as the event photographer for the Southern Association for College Student Affairs (SACSA) 60th Annual Awards & Celebration Dinner - I felt inclined, for a number of reasons, to say yes. And I'm so glad I did!

It was an important night for SACSA and a fun one at that. To celebrate the evening, they took a walk through the decades since 1949 in music, fashion, history, and trends stopping between each to present the awards that have been existence since each one and recognizing the former Presidents of those eras.

See the fun for yourself!

Newest Team Member - Office Gear

2009-12-18T08:00:00.002-06:00

As evidenced by my disappearance on the blog for about a month, things have been busy around the KNP camp. Travels, house renovation, holidays, and plain ol' work have made for the sort of recipe in which doing much beyond the standard editing and uploading of images from sessions is pretty close to impossible.

The more we thought about the sorts of tools which would help my efficiency, the more it became increasingly evident that my home office computer was going to need a Mini-Me which might be used in all of those spare moments where I found myself thinking "Man, I could use a laptop right now" when I wasn't already shamelessly borrowing one from a friend on occasion.

So the disciplined lunch break, the kill-time at the airport and on the plane, the early mornings or late nights before the family wakes up during our visits, all of those moments now have the option of being graced by one of these beauties:

Deep exhale.

We call her mini-Mac, though my nickname for her is Sweet Relief, and she is every bit of wonderful (though not quite as entrenched in our hearts) as her big brother iMac. But she has done a great job of keeping me sane in the last week and for that, I am thankful.

Speaking of Family - Cleveland Children's Portrait Photography

2009-12-17T08:00:00.003-06:00

Meet the Owenby girls. These two darlings are my other nieces on Cliff's side of the family. For the first time ever, I got these girls to chill out (they're a spirited pair) long enough in the cutest little outfits to spend some time out at the Bentons' farm getting shots for their Christmas card.

I love everything about these two, and their beauty and spunk shines through in the images which I think is always the test of a great session.

It's all about personality.

Oh, and light.

What a Family - Cleveland Family Portrait Photography

2009-12-15T08:00:00.001-06:00

You should probably just discredit this post because of my partiality to the subjects of this entry. But then again, maybe you shouldn't. Because for a million reasons, this post means the world to me. It's the kind of reminder I think most of us photographers need to keep us in check and help us to remember that we all start somewhere and in the rise to whatever it is we hope to achieve, that place of beginning - of excitement - of stirring - and of the understanding of a gift - they all have one of a few sources.

A source that one day other people get the chance to see, recognize, and then the floodgates come seemingly open and before you know it - something you love to do becomes part of your life's work.

For that reason, I will always love photographing the Bentons.

First of all, they're probably the most attractive set of humans in one collective family that I know - both in looks and personality. Second of all, they've given me more referrals than I could ever dream to hope for. Thirdly, they're where my business truly began. Fourth, and most importantly of all, they're my family.

I think sometimes photographers are afraid to shoot and show-off their work which might include their family. But why? Why do we do that or do it and cover up our connections to the subjects we shoot? Shouldn't we be most proud of our ability to capture those most familiar, most comfortable, and most likely NOT to listen when given direction (take my darling nephew Parker - the blonde - as a perfect example).

So it's with great pride that I share this session with you. And I hope you'll take pride in all of you work, as well, family or not. Because all of it matters.

Oregon Series - Oregon Travel Photography

2009-12-14T12:00:00.003-06:00

A Month (and more) Ago - PartnerCon 2009

2009-12-11T11:40:00.002-06:00

Dream. Create. Inspire.

Three words that, to me, hold such much life inside of them. And yet, I don't think on them, believe them, live them out the way I should. But sometimes, life puts you in an unexpected place with a lot of people you don't know, and gives you the greatest gift in the continual and consistent reminder that we all have something to offer but that it's a process.

A month ago, plus a couple of days, I hopped in an SUV with some of my good friends and employers Zach & Jody and fellow photographers Jessica McIntosh and David Molnar to ride eight hours to New Orleans for an incredible three-day conference put on by Pictage. Formally called Pictage Partner Conference, but known lovingly as PartnerCon, this event is a meeting of all sorts of minds and skills and styles in the photography world, which just so happened to be in a city (and state) I'd never been to and hadn't ever really done much in the way of planning to visit.

And it's a good thing I didn't plan anything, because for the first time ever I was at a conference where I didn't want to miss a thing. Instead of looking at a program and deciding between choosing something relatively enticing and sight-seeing, like I am used to, I was actually having to choose between sessions. Making the choice to go to sessions at any given time during the day was probably as complicated as anything I've done in the last three months of my life, including buying our first home. I mean really, you're really asking me to decide who I want to see when really I want to see everyone?!

But choose, I did, and for the most part I was pleasantly surprised - enticed - encouraged - and challenged by everything I heard in a matter of just a couple of days. From the art of photography to the nitty-gritty of branding, my world was rocked. Whether it was Jeff & Erin Youngren, Amber Holritz, Justin & Mary Marantz, or Jared Platt, words were spoken and lessons were shared over and over again which ring in my mind and heart as echoes, now. Reminders that the ability to capture life - for yourself or for art or for others - is a gift and that we all find our own way to make it work but that we truly have a great deal to learn from each other. And the each other part was key, because my whole world was opened up to new photographer friends all over the country like Jennifer Tai, Audra Bayette, and more!

And not only did I learn by hearing, but doing as well. Wednesday I participated in a workshop led by the Youngrens where none other than Zach & Jody worked as models. It was a new experience to take pictures of them, but a fun one for sure.

I managed to capture as much of the city as I could, considering how much of it I ended up seeing.

All I could think, with the announcement that PartnerCon 2010 would be back in New Orleans, was that maybe that will be my chance to see and to take in the culture the city is so famous for. And of course, to grab a couple more beignets because at least I got that much out of the city and that's enough for me, especially considering the overabundance of what I walked away with from the conference.

Coming Soon

2009-12-09T10:49:00.006-06:00

Whew, where has time gone?

One day I'm in New Orleans, the next I'm shooting a Maternity Session, then it's Thanksgiving, and here I am sitting in the (almost) middle of December backlogged on Christmas Card designs, editing for said Christmas Card family photos, designing albums, and doing that fun thing called getting my act together now for tax season in four months.

I love having my own business, and I never thought I would be that person. But, it gets a little sticky for me because come December things get CRAZY, though, because of it all. Especially seeing as I do this and work full-time in a demanding role at a pretty amazing university here in Nashville. Last year I spent the first three weeks of November balancing by sleeping all of three hours a night and doing very little in the way of cooking/working out/breathing/and all those other things that fill me up. This year, I'm working on a better balance and because of that the blog has been getting no lovin' whatsoever.

But that will change soon. And so to give myself some accountability I wanted to let you all in on the highlights of what will be coming weeks as we draw closer to the close of the year.

Finally, my take on PartnerCon 2009 in New Orleans, LA
A pictorial look at Oregon through my lens
SACSA's 60th Annual Awards & Celebration Dinner Spotlight
The Benton Family 2009 Fall Session
The Owenby Girls 2009 Fall Session
The Newest Addition to the KNP Team
A Year in Review: The Photography Edition

And that's a fact, y'all. I'm making you a priority!

Great Expectations - Nashville Maternity Photography

2009-11-12T09:06:00.005-06:00

Oh goodness, every time I think about this session I get this strange wave of serenity that washes over me. And not exactly for any reason particularly life-altering or significant for me, but maybe for that feeling of rightness. Rightness in that so many years ago, a young man interviewing for a worship pastor position at a church in East Tennessee called the home of the head pastor and just happened to speak with his young daughter.

Without either of them knowing it, that conversation was the start of a story that would see them developing a relationship over a series of cities and churches and years until age was no issue and love could win out. And love has won out and continues to do so in the life of Hailey and Steven. For a sunny afternoon in Franklin, the two of them let me be a part of sharing in the current plot of their story.

The great expectation of their first child Kate who is due in January. These two are just bursting with the excitement and preparation and joy that comes with the territory. I loved being with them this day and look forward to seeing how their story continues to unfold.

New England Series - New England Travel Photography

2009-11-10T16:51:00.000-06:00

Hot Mama - Nashville Portrait Photoraphy

2009-11-08T21:29:00.007-06:00

Okay, so Maria is officially going to kill me for the title of this post.

But for real.

When someone this darling asks you to take their picture, you do just about everything shy of asking them how much you have to pay them to do so. Maria will be featured in her national sorority's "Where Are They Now?" article in their quarterly publication here in the next couple of months and she was in much need of a new head shot for print.

I've pretty much decided taking headshots for women is one of the my favorite things to do as a photographer. Sure, it's not my main bread and butter, but it's an incredible opportunity, when it arises, to help every woman - no matter what her sense of self esteem or self-concept of her beauty tell her. For women like Maria and Sabrina to know their worth and to see it reflected back at them in the pictures on camera, in print, and on the computer screen - there's nothing like it. Especially when they're convinced they only ever take bad pictures.

I mean, you've got to be trying pretty hard to get a bad face out of this hot mama!

Off to PartnerCon! - Pictage Partner Conference 2009

2009-11-02T06:26:00.004-06:00

First time in New Orleans. First time in Louisiana. First Photography conference. There's a lot of firsts, I'm sure, for me to behold in the next couple of days. But I'm most certainly looking forward to it, even as we start out this early Monday morning and make our way to New Orleans.

Maybe I'll see you there!

What Inspires Me? 10.31.09

2009-10-31T08:33:00.002-05:00

Nick Brandt's work is unreal. If you haven't seen more of his portfolio, go now.

A Stellar Couple - Portland Portrait Photography

2009-10-31T08:09:00.006-05:00

I love a good couple's session, especially when the reason for the shoot is a mixture of celebration and significance in two peoples' lives. I'm all about catching some milestones. So, when Simon and Amanda asked if I'd be willing to "get a couple of pictures of them" during their visit to Portland this past weekend, I more than happily obliged.

Simon and Amanda have this beautiful youthfulness and, yet still, poise in their marriage. Celebrating one year as husband and wife this past weekend, the two made lots of time out of a busy work weekend in Portland to notice each other. To laugh, eat, play, and pause with each other in two lives that can sometimes get so busy that it's difficult to tune in.

So, tune in they did. And I bore witness to so much love, so much happiness, and so much true Simon-and-Amand-ness in the short time we spent together. You don't walk away from a session like this and not want to be close to the subjects. Besides, with a fashion sense as strong as the two of these guys have, Cliff and I could stand to learn a few things and I am totally down with that.

Click to see more from Simon & Amanda's Everyday session.

Behind the Big Voice - Nashville Portrait Photography

2009-10-28T13:29:00.008-05:00

One day you might just see this beautiful lady on stage at an opera. That is, if you haven't already and you're the cultured sort who makes it out to the opera... occasionally. I'll admit, I've never so much as desired to until I met Sabrina. But now I do. Because behind outrageous costumes and big voices singing in languages not always understood are incredibly kind, thoughtful, and beautiful people - of which Mrs. Warren is one. She was just as sweet as sugar with her slight southern accent and charming smile, but behind it was this really sweet soul, too - the kind you immediately want to befriend.

In the midst of my own personal craziness of buying, working on, and moving into our new home, an afternoon with Sabrina was a welcome break. I was happy to help Sabrina update her headshots which she intends to use in her continued work in the music industry. And around here, it's refreshing to meet someone who lives in the world of classical music and not just commercial - of which there's a'plenty. Her hope is to travel and perform both domestically and abroad, and I'm telling you one thing, she most definitely has the talent and the character to do it.

Click to see more from Sabrina's Commerical Portrait Session.

What Inspires Me? 10.22.09

2009-10-22T15:04:00.003-05:00

I seriously drew in my breath and held it for a good 15 seconds when I saw this image by Untamed Heart Photography. What a magnificent contrast in setting and character. It's just romantic and natural and beautiful. For someone who doesn't consider herself a wedding photographer, Michelle Huesgen captured a beautiful series of this couple on their big day.

I love it.

And it inspires me to know that skill, heart, and an eye for photography can bleed into every type no matter what you categorically label yourself.

What's Better Than Free Money?

2009-10-21T12:58:00.006-05:00

Okay, so maybe nothing.

But a free hammock isn't bad!

I decided randomly to send in a photo from our trip to Washington to Eagle's Nest Outfitters (ENO), the maker of our beloved Double Nest Hammock. They run a monthly contest for photos of owners using their hammocks, and turns out, they liked my picture.

Click to get a better view...

Or maybe they just like the story of how we just knew the only campground we wouldn't be able to use our Double Nest was at Pacific Beach because, well, it's a beach, but then sure enough, these beacons of bygone days stood for us to make perfect use for our sunset vigil. It was fabulous.

And really, sunflare? Amazing. It was like this scene was dying to make it's way onto the landing page of a website. Okay, okay, so maybe not but it's exciting when you're recognized, even for family vacation photos.

For winning, we get a $125 credit towards future purchases with ENO. There's just so much great stuff we could get, now it's a matter of deciding what we actually want...

What Inspires Me? 10.15

2009-10-15T11:27:00.003-05:00

The wind. The contrast. The expressions. The composition.

Sigh.

Sarah Rhoads has such an eye for catching moments like this.

I'm inspired.

Pixelation

2009-10-12T11:58:00.002-05:00

Gross.

There's nothing I hate more in photography than pixelated pictures (well, at least at the moment), so please forgive me. I hadn't realized until just now that somehow the formatting of my last post got a little screwy.

They're fixed now!

More of The Mundkowsky Family

2009-10-09T19:54:00.010-05:00

I just can't get over this session. And not because I think my photography is anything special, but because this family truly is. I love how they have these routines that are so a part of the season in their life right now that it was important to Jeff and Becky for those to be captured in photos.

And captured they were.

Having recently moved to the area from San Antonio, it seems they're settling in just fine. From snack time to brushing your teeth to playing outside, the thing about family is the location may change but the heart doesn't have to. It's all in what you make it!

Fix-It Friday: Editing

2009-10-09T03:02:00.008-05:00

I randomly found a photography blog the other day that posts assignments for its followers. It's called "I Heart Faces" and they've got this nifty little method to encourage others to play around with editing and post-processing on an image someone else has taken. And really, goodness knows I have enough editing of my own to do, but I thought it might be fun to participate in:

I have yet to show my own before and afters, so I thought I'd try a little something here using most of my normal editing "tools"

So here we go!

The image (what a cute kid!):

My take:

My process (for anyone who remotely cares):

1. Import to Adobe Lightroom where I...

made a slight crop
increased exposure, contrast, clarity, orange/yellow/red luminance
added a slight warm to the white balance
removed "troublesome" spots (probably leftovers from a great snack)

2. Edit in Adobe Photoshop CS3 where I...

softened skin
brightened & defined eyes
whitened teeth

I thought about playing around with actions and textures, but lately I've been of the mind that the more natural, the better. So there you have it!

What Inspires Me? 10.08.09

2009-10-08T09:16:00.004-05:00

Everytime I think about my ideal portrait session, this photo always comes to mind:

I still remember the day Angie Monson posted images from this family portrait session she did back in the spring. Everything about it, for me, was pure brilliance. The family, the colors, the location. But this one image in particular has most of the elements that I love about photography and life.

Nature. Beauty. Adventure. Love. Joy. People.

I get inspired by each of these and to have all six in one place at one time, just too much for this little heart to handle. I only hope I could do something this exciting one day!

See more of Angie's Simplicity Photography work here. Prepare to be inspired.

Preview: Mundkowsky Family

2009-10-05T23:34:00.003-05:00

Does this picture not kill you?

Meet Miles. An adorable two year old with quite the personality, one that certainly kept me on my toes. This is just a snippet of the morning I spent capturing the Mundkowsky Family in what one might call "a morning in the life of" these recent Tennessee transplants.

Can't wait to show you more!

What Inspires Me? 10.01.09

2009-10-01T10:49:00.005-05:00

No matter how long it seems I've been in the "blogworld" there's so much I have yet to understand about it. What makes it work? What makes people "show up"? How do you translate your style, your personality, your work in a way that is appealing and uniquely you?

The more I think about it, this blog gives my clients, my friends, and people out there looking at, studying, and wanting to understand photography as an art and as a business a glimpse into my journey. My perspective. The person behind the camera.

I follow a lot of amazing photographers. People who blow me away with their work time and time again, and yet with most of them, as personal as their blogs can sometimes be, I find myself often asking the deep question of inspiration and vision, cause and effect.

No matter if you're a natural or not in the world of photography, it takes fresh ideas, beautiful photographs, and art to keep you moving, keep you from becoming just another photographer on the block. It's that whole concept of imitation and I think a lot of photographers are afraid to admit who or what it is that makes them say "I want to do that... try that... be that... someday".

So as I ask others the question and ask myself, and I thought I'd lend you all a weekly glimpse of what my answers are in pictorial form. Look for this to be an opportunity to see the photographs (and photographers) that give me pause and drive, motivation and inspiration.

As for this week? Have a look...

Grounded Ship, Cape San Pablo, Argentina 2007 - David Burdeny

I have a growing appreciation for minimalist abstract photography and there's something about this image that makes me want to set sail. The subdued grays, the deep rust, the smack dab in the center composition is all so static. It's brilliant.

I Don't Care if it's in Arkansas

2009-09-22T18:06:00.002-05:00

I want to shoot, go to, or be in a wedding in this venue:

Is that not unreal?

More of Beckham

2009-09-20T16:33:00.003-05:00

I have yet to photograph a child I haven't almost immediately fallen head over heels for. It's just written into the fabric of my being; I love children. More times than not, however, when I'm on a shoot I'm able to balance my goal of "getting the job done" (i.e. taking their picture) with my innate desire to play right along with them. With Beckham, it wasn't quite as easy.

This handsome little man has a smile that could win a thousand hearts, a personality that is both joyous and mischievous, and a surprising talent for handling a soccer ball. I guess his name is even more suited to the little soccer player he is becoming.

His parents had some great ideas for different pieces they wanted incorporated into their session, and I was happy to oblige. There's nothing more exciting than having clients who know what they want and yet still offer me the creative ability to lead our time together.

As promised, here are more (and some of my favorite) images from Beckham's session:

Click here to see more photos from this session.

It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like...

2009-09-16T19:40:00.004-05:00

Christmas!

Okay, okay, so maybe that's going a little bit overboard.

But with Halloween candy down the aisles, the leaves just barely getting a hint of ready-to-turn-ness, and some places across the country getting snow, it has some of us starting to feel the Christmas itch. I mean, those of you who haven't already filled your closets with the gifts you bought months ago might not get it - but I know there's some of you out there who do.

It occurred to me just a bit ago that it was about time for me to get to work on my Christmas Card designs for the 2009 season. It's about this time each year when smart-thinking women (and the occasional male) begin making arrangements for their family's annual Christmas portraits and a creative card to complement and showcase her brood.

A few of last year's cards included these - the result of a family that loved both their sessions so much they asked for two card designs:

And one of my personal favorites (thought I might be a little biased):

With even more time and creative thought behind this year's cards, they are already turning out to be something I must admit I'm quite proud of. I will be offering standard card designs this year with some flexibility in color choice and stock of card. And don't fret, if custom-designed is your bag there's always room in my schedule - just know it's what one might call "more of an investment".

So these days I'ma designin'. But I can't showcase them just yet, because who knows, I might be offering a family portrait session deal to go along with them... but shhhh, don't tell anyone I told you.

Stay tuned for more information soon!

Preview: Beckham

2009-09-13T09:46:00.004-05:00

Here's one of my favorites from yesterday's session at Dragon Park with a darling (almost) two-year old named Beckham and his lovely parents. I couldn't get enough of this kid!

More to come...

Restore Ministries

2009-09-09T16:27:00.004-05:00

Sometime ago I had the pleasure of working with Lindsey over at Restore Ministries to do a promotional shoot for their counseling services as well as some of their products. Restore Ministries is an offshot ministry of the YMCA which provides hope and healing for people looking for change in their lives - be it spiritual, relational, emotional, or physical.

I love having opportunities to use photography to do as something as simple as help an incredible organization update their marketing with new pictures. If you're interested in seeing what a 30 minute shoot with a random group of people and a stack of books can be, check out the flash slideshow at the top of this page. My images from the shoot are all except for those where Scott is wearing a light blue polo; those are from an older marketing run.

The Marantz Duo is Spreadin' The Love

2009-09-08T11:24:00.004-05:00

I'm a big, big fan of Justin and Mary Marantz.

First put on to them by the countless recommendations of Zach and Jody Gray, I was quick to take a look. And when the Grays believe someone's awesome, I'd better sure as well believe it myself because it's always true.

The Marantzs have an incredible style of photography that is both editorial in look and yet so personable and intimate with their clients. I love looking at their images from recent weddings, as well as reading some of their more thoughtful reflections on their life as a married couple, as photographers, and as people.

Now they're at it with an incredible opportunity for photographers to take as stab at winning some incredible prices, all in a request for feedback on where to go for their Spread The Love Tour 2010. That's it. They just want feedback and yet they've secured some INCREDIBLE goods for some lucky winners.

Find out more about their Choose Our Adventure contest!

Ready To Play?

2009-09-06T15:34:00.004-05:00

As every photographer knows, there's something to be said about having good gear. In this stage of my business, I'm still working on acquiring the sorts of things that are pretty much essential to the variety of sessions I shoot. From weddings with Gray Photography clients to newborn sessions with itsy bitsy babies, good gear pays off. Gear that is versatile, affords you the ability to shoot in different types of settings, and well, doesn't break the bank.

For some time, I've had a great need in the lighting department. Getting my external flash made a huge difference, but most of what I've been able to work with in lighting has been on loan. And frankly, you can only borrow gear so many times before you and your friends get sick of it.

And as much as it doesn't seem like it'd be possible, given these aren't high-powered strobes, these gadgets can add the sort of dynamic to a session that just isn't possible without them. Below are some examples of images used with a basic set-up using the gear above:

I'm so excited for the possibilities!

Such Is The Life

2009-09-05T12:30:00.000-05:00

Just looking at this picture calls to mind the mixed feelings of the last season of UT football. There is so much passion, excitement, and full-blooded football lust that mixes in the air of Neyland Stadium. But last year, it was as thought each fan was holding their breath only to be met with relatively continual disappointment.

But alas, it's a new era here in Tennessee, and I sure do hope this day bears fruit for all the hope that's been stirring in us Volunteer fans for the last year or so.

Regardless of the result, however, I'll proudly don my entirely obnoxious orange and yell at our television right alongside my dear husband who's a bit like a kid on Christmas today. All of his up-to-speedness on who this recruit is and where he's from and whom we stole him from is just so incredibly fascinating. Well, at least in that "I just want to watch them play football" kind of way.

Such is the life when you bleed orange.

Just An Aside

2009-09-04T07:33:00.004-05:00

I love how things, in life, can sometimes come together in a way that is almost eerily fantastic. Most of this morning, I've been reflecting on how crazy last night was for the Neeley household. And all because of a website.

I realized this morning that I forgot to mention one of the coolest things about the experiment. It should be stated that in the process of building my site yesterday evening, all of the home page animation was built and timed before a song was even considered.

When Cliff pitched the prospect of placing music (which is, again, just one of the wonderful things about Showit) I toyed around with a variety of options, while he coached encouragingly from the sidelines. So back and forth I went. I'd painstakingly modify a song and embed it, feeling steadily more discouraged that nothing fit.

Four songs into the process, the final one was placed because when it was...

it matched the animation perfectly.

Needless to say, it was chill bumps and bug eyes all around as we sat there stunned. Speechless, actually.

And as ridiculous as someone might think this is, it was confirmation that somehow all of this fits into my greater story. The one where I am riding on faith and seeing pieces brought together in a way that only my God could orchestrate. This isn't just a business - it is a gift.

New & Improved Website

2009-09-03T22:29:00.011-05:00

So, remember that one time you went to kristineneeley.com (okay, okay, I didn't want to embarrass you by saying how many times I really know you've been to my website) and saw a plain white landing page with only my branding and a clever link to my flickr page?

Sure, it wasn't a top-notch website but at least it got you somewhere photography related, right? But let's just be nice and say there was much left to be desired.

Well, for about three quarters of a year now, I've been working and re-working my whole concept of what sort of website to have, who to go with, what kinds of designers I could afford, and more. And I ran into quite a few unnecessary dead ends, all along knowing I'd probably end up dabbling in the world of Showit Sites.

And so that's where I find myself, now.

The customization and control Showit Sites offers is unreal; but it comes at a pretty penny. But even then, they offer a FREE version that has most of the best parts of a Showit Site so one might proverbially dip their toes in the water of the Showit world and decide whether it's utility truly applies to them or not.

There's something to be said of the feeling one gets after working with Showit in even this most basic form. I feel, in part, like I've conquered the world because I built my website entirely on my own.

And this, my friends, is just the start!

Using Your Gifts to Give

2009-09-01T15:27:00.003-05:00

If you have no idea who Jeremy Cowart is, it's okay.

This post has only a little to do with him and a lot to do with an initiative that he's behind. One I fully support. One I believe, despite as simple and unconventional it is, can make a difference in people's lives. One with the propensity to give people, who might not otherwise have the option, an opportunity to celebrate the beauty of their lives - no matter what their circumstances.

It's called Help Portrait.

To find out more:

Watch the video...

Follow on Twitter....
Become a fan on Facebook...

And mark your calendar to give your gifts away on December 12th.

Travel Photography: Washington

2009-08-29T10:38:00.008-05:00

A trip, a safari, an exploration, is an entity, different from all other journeys. It has personality, temperament, individuality, uniqueness. A journey is a person in itself; no two are alike. And all plans, safeguards, policing, and coercion are fruitless. We find after years of struggle that we do not take a trip; a trip takes us. - Steinbeck

I love to travel. It's the sort of act that, for me, is thrilling beyond my best descriptions. It doesn't matter if I'm somewhere I've been a thousand times over or in a new place, just get me out there. A trip here and there is just enough of the best stuff in life: adventure, beauty, discovery, challenges. Enough to remind you that it is often more about the journey than the destination.

I blame it all on John Steinbeck. No really, I do. Some ten or eleven years ago, reading Travels with Charley opened up my eyes to the joy that is discovering story in the act of packing, setting out, and interacting with the people and places that make up a journey.

So for our second anniversary, as is our custom so far, we packed up, picked up, and flew out. This time for the Northwest - Washington, specifically. I have been enough times to feel a sort of comfort in the climbing mountains, mystic shores, and overwhelming depth of Washington's emerald landscapes. However, this was Cliff's first time.

I think we'd both agree that of all the places we've been together so far and of all the trips we've taken, this might have been our favorite. But as we've learned over time, we dare not say it was our favorite because it is apt to be outdone in trips to come. For each holds its own power and wonder, and as Steinbeck said, no two are alike.

Love to Span the Time

2009-08-17T10:13:00.003-05:00

Classic. Timeless. True.

These adjectives come to mind when I think of Molly and Jonathan. This is a couple that has loved each other from a time when one could hardly know what love actually means. And now they do.

They have grown. They have fought. They have laughed. They have become. All within the boundaries of a commitment to each other and to a life together filled with all of the good and bad stuff in life.

We spent a late evening together a couple of weeks ago celebrating this commitment in image form. Molly's late great aunt owned a beautiful property called Hardwick Farms in Cleveland, TN, whose rolling green hills, giant koi pond and waterfall, veranda-like home, and picturesque red wooden bridge served as the perfect backdrop for their session.

See more from Molly & Jonathan's session here.

Revisiting Monuments

2009-08-14T07:47:00.009-05:00

Growing up on the East Coast, I think I have taken for granted the fantastic history that sits at the foundation of the littering of lighthouses and monuments lining the Atlantic. With my dad's side, we have spent one week of almost every summer in the Outer Banks. And along with each visit to the beach, there was always that requisite visit to any nearby lighthouse.

But for some reason, maybe now that I am older and understand that relics and monuments of a certain day are set within a story and not just a time, I'm fascinated by them. It might be that I have come to appreciate something not everyone, like my husband, has grown up around and choose to see it from the lens of someone just visiting.

So during a visit to my mom's in the spring, she suggested we take a little daytrip across the North Carolina Board to Kitty Hawk and Nags Head to show Cliff a little more of what the Eastern Seaboard has to offer. (I've run out of places to show him in my hometown of Virginia Beach). Wielding my camera and my new (at least since the last time I went to Kitty Hawk and Nags Head) penchant for any and everything related to the National Park System, I felt like a tourist in a place I have never felt like a tourist. And gosh, it was great.

It made me notice things I'd never imagined seeing as a little girl, and I am thankful for the seasoning that time offers one's perspective on the beauty of our country and its history.

Newborn: Wyatt

2009-07-27T09:45:00.003-05:00

I'm a sucker for babies.

If you know me at all, then you most certainly know it's true. I can be practically anywhere with anyone and when a baby, infant, or toddler enters the room or comes into my line of sight, you might as well forget me paying attention to anything but that tiny, ever-adorable creature.

I love making googly eyes, silly sounds, and capturing a baby's attention. Sometimes it's a hard-fought battle, but there's hardly a greater feeling than that, for me, and I'm not ashamed to say it. I'm also pretty darn good at it, too. That is, making a fool of myself for the delight of a tiny human.

But the tiniest ones are the most interesting to me. Because I can do little in the way of making them as equally enamored with me as I am with them. But there's still such joy in being with a life that is hardly a day or even a few weeks old, as I was recently.

You may remember this incredible couple from their maternity session two months ago.

Well, this is the precious life they played a part in creating.

Every second I spent with this sleeping angel was like heaven. It's amazing that little to no attention was paid to me by him and yet I still felt so full. So entirely satisfied to inspect and capture his gentle and sweet frame with my camera. He will never be this small again, and I hope I have helped preserve for his parents the beauty and wonder that is a newborn life - their newborn son, Wyatt James.

Click here to see more from Wyatt's newborn session.

Photos for a Funny Guy

2009-06-08T20:23:00.008-05:00

What does my photography have to do with Jason Michael Carroll, the country singer?

Well, I'll tell you.

It's this guy:

Who was the "star" of this John Michael Carroll music video:

And just so happens to be one of Cliff's co-workers, Shane Glover.

Early last week, Shane and I spent the evening hanging out at The Factory getting some good shots for him to use for auditions, etc. He's one of those guys who has an overwhelming amount of natural wit and good-natured humor. Okay, okay and bad-natured too.

I know he's going places!

Shooting my 25th Birthday

2009-05-25T20:44:00.003-05:00

It's amazing how birthdays evolve over time. When you're young, it's as if the whole day exists to celebrate you. To recognize your existence and bring you the best things in life: friends, cake, and presents.

Now that I'm old, it's just not the same. You realize how big the world is and in perspective, how few people know it's actually your birthday. But don't get me wrong; it's still a good kind of different. It just makes you appreciate what it means to take in the world around you while still treasuring the annual celebration of the passing of time. Time marked by the years I've been alive.

So this birthday, the one that marks my having been around for a quarter of a century, was spent taking pictures. Seemingly insignificant, but kind of momentous if you ask me.

I shot my first wedding as an Associate for Gray Photography. It was a short, intimate, and quite memorable wedding and reception in Downtown Nashville. And as if that wasn't enough, Cliff and I ventured back to Franklin for some playing "after the rain" in Pinkerton Park - light stands, diffuser stands, and camera gear in tow.

Isn't he a rockstar? Click the image to view more.

A First For All

2009-05-19T23:32:00.007-05:00

It's a story of boy meets girl - girl meets boy in the most unlikely of places. And I just so happened to be there for the start of it all. It goes without saying that, for Katherine and Jeremy to invite me to capture such a beautiful and important piece of yet another chapter in their life together, I am quite honored.

Jeremy and Katherine's story is a beautiful one. One that began one week in March on the Appalachian Trail and continues to this day, more than four years later. Married just over one year after meeting and now expecting their first child three years after that, Jeremy and Katherine are such a wonderful example of what it means to love and to build a family out of that foundation of sacrifice - of patience - of adoration and respect.

They are such a fun, energetic, and easy-going couple. That being said, an abandoned barn out on a distant country road in Middle Tennessee was the absolute perfect setting for their maternity session, today. Braving the tallest grasses known to man, an unexpected trip to the local convenience store for double-A's, and the requisite unknowns that exist for a setting like this, Katherine and Jeremy were a stellar pair.

Here's just a peek at just one great shot from our late afternoon together:

Recent Developments

2009-05-14T20:14:00.004-05:00

I'm now an Associate Photographer for Gray Photography.

I mean, technically I have been.

But there's nothing like your own page on a website to make it officially official.

I feel like I've had to be so super-secret about it all until this point, and it's nice to finally feel like I can be honest with you. I mean, honesty is the best policy, right? What do I have to offer you if I can't bare it all - every glorious and harrowing detail.

Not that any of this is harrowing. In fact, it's kind of surreal.

For an indefinite period of time I am shooting weddings exclusively with Gray Photography. And I couldn't be happier about it!

Everything else? It's just good ol' Kristine Neeley Photography. And I couldn't be happier about that either!

If you're interested in seeing my wedding and engagement work, just click on Associates and look for my beautiful mug. Follow the links to get some behind the scenes info and a peek at my galleries. Feel free to let me know what you think!

Oh Boy!

2009-05-06T09:14:00.007-05:00

After a wonderfully filling and satisfying dinner of Thai for date night last Friday, Cliff and I hunkered down in front of the computer and browsed through the ever-growing list of gear I have and still have yet to get. Albeit a lengthy list of already-acquireds, I (both fortunately and unfortunately) need more.

In the last year, I have purchased (and received):

a Canon Rebel XTI camera body
a Tamron 17-55mm f/2.8 lens
a Canon 50mm f/1.8 lens
a LowePro SlingShot 100
a Manfrotto tripod and ballhead
a 5-in-1 reflector
a Canon 580 EX II external flash
12GB worth of Extreme III CF cards
a Canon 5D camera body
a Canon 100mm f/2.8 lens
a Canon 24-70mm f/2.8 L lens
a SchottGlass LCD protector
3 Hoya UV Filters

So, we looked at the current state of our resources. I haven't mentioned quite yet where all of this capital is coming from, but there will be time for that. In the meantime, it's there. And if it's there, it'll keep being there with calculated re-investment in the right gear that will only enhance my work and help to keep bringing in the money.

We browsed around my standard go-tos for camera gear, weighing the benefits of this lens over that, this bag over the other, and the "what's it really going to take to get me to the next level" sorts of things. The choices eventually made themselves, and now our goods are on their way.

Today, I shall receive the following:

This bad mamajama:

which may be the death of my right arm.

And this cute little number:

Which is not just any old cute little messenger bag. In fact, it's not even a messenger bag. It's a Shootsac, quite possibly the most ingenious and stylish lens bag ever. And I can't wait to try it out. In fact, I may just show up tonight to my women's group with it on, loaded down with gear. You know, just for kicks and giggles (and so that Jody and I have a Shootsac fashion show for the ladies).

And that's not even all of what's in store for the week, gear-wise.

But I'll save that for another post :)

A Day w/ Photogs

2009-05-05T22:04:00.003-05:00

On Sunday, I had the unique pleasure of joining with a group of photographers for Gray Photography's In-Camera Workshop on Shooting & Post. As if having Zach and Jody as two of our closest friends (and former wedding photographers) wasn't enough, I've interned and assisted with them, and while I have been unofficially taught along the way - they have now officially been my teachers!

Despite the constant rain, myself and about two handfuls of other hobbyists/amateurs/pros braved the weather for the in-class and out-of-class portions of the workshop. In class in their downtown Nashville studio, Zach and Jody walked us through many of the basics and must-knows of shooting in-camera (so as to avoid unnecessary time spent editing off-camera) including getting correct exposure/setting up lighting/composing the right shots. Later, they took us out for some on-location shooting with a couple they had hired to model for us. And not only that, but we got to play quite a bit with off-camera flash which was rather exciting for me! It was a perfect practical-application accompaniment to an already enriching class session. Later we walked through a bit of Zach's perspectives on and systems for post-processing (i.e. editing) in Lightroom. Incredibly enlightening!

My time with the other photographers and with the Grays (and Cliff, who came in as our assistant for the second portion of the workshop) was a bright spot in a dreary weekend.

I'd say this image I grabbed during our shoot sums that feeling up well.

New Look

2009-05-05T21:40:00.000-05:00

Whatcha think?

Break From The Norm

2009-04-29T23:50:00.005-05:00

Everyone needs one, right?

Well our Easter trip to southern California was our's a few weeks ago, geographically speaking.

And this shot? Well, it's most certainly a break from the norm photographically speaking. And I love that. It's so refreshing to get "back to" the type of photography that started this whole thing in the first place. At least, for me.

The kind where life is happening all around you in the way the sunlight plays off of the brightest of yellow flowers, or in those drops of water freezing in mid-air as the dolphin breaks the surface of the water. I was in photographic heaven for four days, and I can't say my subjects weren't incredible. So... natural. sunny. bright. enthusiastic. I could keep going.

Don't get me wrong, I love people, and thus, portraiture.

But oh, how I've missed the landscapes, creatures, details, and nature of life. I will never let those NOT be a part of who I am as a photographer, because I'd be kidding myself if I did.

Fun With Families

2009-04-28T21:12:00.007-05:00

This past weekend, I had the pleasure of spending time with this wonderful family out at Cheekwood for the sunny afternoon hours of a warm day in Nashville.

Ezra, the cute-as-a-button boy in the orange shirt, just turned three a week or so ago, and turns out it's a perfect age to have pictures taken! So much personality, answering to no one, and so inquisitive about the world around them. Made for a lot of fun for me and a tuckered out three year-old after our hours together.

Oh, and do you recognize this little guy?

It's my brave little former guitar-laying model Lincoln! I was shocked to see how much he'd grown and changed since we last spent time together. He was so much more alert and aware of the camera. Made for some great time with him as well.

Melissa and Mark are such a fun couple, so creative and laid back. It's no wonder I adore spending time with their kids - their great to be around, too. I can't help but look at these pictures and long for the day when we have our own.

In the meantime, I'll just keep having picture fun with families!

Shooting Friends

2009-04-17T08:30:00.005-05:00

Has mixed with it both a voracious desire to get it right and the natural inclination to loosen up and have fun.

Thankfully both were easy with Molly on our afternoon shoot in Downtown Nashville.

Childish Wonder

2009-03-31T09:22:00.004-05:00

I just love the expression on Allison's face, here.

There's nothing so fun as spending a beautiful Sunday afternoon at the park with a one-year old. I could snap a handful's worth of CF cards as I watch their epressions change so very much from one moment to the next.

I love what I do!

Oh Me, Oh My

2009-03-17T22:10:00.003-05:00

That cute little Lincoln.

He just becomes more adorable, each time I look at these images.

Hard to believe he'll be three months old when I get around to shooting his brother's 3-year portraits along with some family updates. They grow up so fast!

Babies: [Lincoln]

2009-02-24T17:56:00.006-06:00

I could eat this little sucker right up. He was just too much for me to handle! At just over one month old, Lincoln goes down in history as the youngest human being I've ever taken a picture of, professionally speaking. (And quite possibly the most perfect.) Big thanks to Melodie for getting me set up with her brother and sister-in-law for this shoot!

I want one.

Simply Beautiful

2009-02-19T21:37:00.005-06:00

Turns out husband-bought Valentine's Day flowers are not only simply beautiful, but they're also the perfect subjects for portfolio-enhancing [details] shots.

This was my favorite:

Portfolio Session: [Lightning Crashes]

2009-02-17T13:56:00.004-06:00

Also known as friends Erin and Ashley, who offered up some of their time on Friday to scoot around some often overlooked locations with me in Downtown Nashville. We had a blast and with two beautiful women (one of which is a former model) at the ready, you just can't go wrong!

The Gift of Love

2009-02-15T20:55:00.005-06:00

Taking pictures of people who love each other is an amazing blessing.

Even more so when those people are some of your closest friends.

This was a full weekend of capturing love in the smallest of moments.

I have enjoyed it completely.

Day of Love

2009-02-14T18:36:00.008-06:00

It's only fitting that two of my portfolio sessions should take place on Valentine's Day! Not only was the weather beautiful, but love was in the air, that's for sure.

We spent the morning with David & Melodie, shooting around what will probably be my new favorite surprise of a location. I now count David & Melodie in the small circle of couples whom I look up to so much for their evident love and care for each other. They had a great time, laughing and loving it up for the camera and I'm really excited about the results. Here's a teaser from the session:

And here's another teaser from Brooke & Brandon's Downtown Franklin afternoon session.

Brooke and Brandon are so laid back and look great in front of the camera. We had a good time scooting around some often overlooked locations in the area. Unfortunately the temperature was lowering with the sun, so we welcomed the warm car Cliff had waiting for us in between locations. They were great sports about it, though, fortunately for me.

More to come!

Color Perception

2009-02-13T13:50:00.005-06:00

As a photographer who finds a lot of joy in the editing process, I find color to be the thing. Sure, post-processing with actions and textures is one practice but when you want to get the picture just right AND normal color? Well, color is everything. There is talk of callibrating monitors, saving for web, on and on and on.

There is something about at least having an idea of where your abilities lie in color perception. There is something called the Farnsworth Munsell 100 Hue Test which is traditionally used to separate persons with normal color vision into classes of superior, average and low color discrimination. It's deceivingly difficult. I found an online verstion of the test and thought it was pretty interesting. The results are a little vague in terms of going from "perfect" to "high" but I guess the higher the worser. That's not even a word.

You can take the test here.

The Name Verdict

2009-02-10T18:52:00.002-06:00

A rose by any other name would not smell as sweet.
Or something like that.

...at least in this case.

I've decided plain and simple is the best. I have changed the url for this blog to http://kristineneeley.blogspot.com, am in the process of purchasing a similar domain, and will be working on condensing visually more than textually.

Take for instance:

Sure, my name is still as difficult to spell. But it's me.

Everyday Portraits: [Natalie]

2009-02-10T17:46:00.007-06:00

Natalie and I went to Centennial yesterday to get some shots of her being, well, Natalie. When one of your best friends asks you to take pictures of her, that should be an easy thing, right? Well, I was nervous. But it was lots of fun and though she might have thought otherwise, Nat was great in front of the camera.

I have lots of favorites from the bunch, but these were the first that struck me.

I hope they strike you too.

[Feel free to check out more shots as I upload them on my Flickr site.]

What's In a Name?

2009-02-05T23:12:00.002-06:00

If you for some reason read this but not the other blog, please note the poll on the top of the sidebar to the right. As I venture forward with this photography business, I really need to make sure what I'm operating under fits me, fits my style, and fits the type of images I produce.

That being said, feel free to chime in if you haven't already!

Details: [Chickamauga]

2009-01-30T19:41:00.002-06:00

From our New Year's trip...

finally finding time to do some more editing.

Candid: [Booger]

2009-01-06T20:09:00.001-06:00

Isn't she a doll?

My Whole Week Was Made

2008-12-10T01:01:00.004-06:00

When I found out this little gem:

...is going to be a big sister!

Now if only I can figure out a way to get first dibs on some infant shots...

Design: [Benton Christmas Card, 1st Ed.]

2008-12-08T19:01:00.001-06:00